Monday, April 21, 2008

No-Thing-Ness

 

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A    Chuang-tzu’s critique of Confucian ju philosophy was that it dealt only with the world of the lesser Tao. Ju is the ability to be compassionate to others by practicing empathy. To live by this Tao, one must be able to do “good” without any selfish inclinations. The philosophy of Confucius is based in the world of objects. To follow the ju philosophy, “goodness” is turned into an object of desire. A man of the lesser Tao completely ignores the goodness in himself, which can operate through the greater Tao, and only looks to the external norms and laws to find the good. Chuang-tzu contends the man of greater Tao will see that goodness is endowed with existence and cannot be cultivated or taught by external norms. The pursuit of the lesser Tao leads to reducing goodness into something that is attainable. The more it is treated as an end, the less real it becomes through defining and training. This is because the greater Tao cannot be defined or trained. The greater Tao Chuang-tzu uses to critique Confucian ju philosophy is the infinite void around and in everything that exists. It cannot be taught, defined, or seen. If one has guidelines or ideals of doing the “good.” he or she will be acting according to their own consciousness, which is grounded in the lesser Tao. To let go of the want to do “good,” one must give no definition of “good” and simply wait for the time to act with spontaneity. The way to finding the good is to stop looking for it.

In the allegory of the bell a monk rings a bell for some bystanders and asks if the music of the bell came from the metal casting or the non-being inside the bell. Chuang-tzu would expect the Confucian to say that the sound came from the monk hitting it or the acoustics of the casting. Any answer they would come up with would be due to a science based in the world of objects or lesser Tao. Their methods of finding the “sound” would even be a fallacy because they would be using the rules of what constitutes a sound. They would desire to find “sound;” thus turning it into an object for attainment, which then renders any search for the real sound of the bell dead. Chuang-tzu, on the other hand, would not deny the phenomenal truths of the bell, but he would not hold that to be the standard of the bell’s music. He would contend that both the casting and the non-being (greater Tao) within the bell created the sound together. The bell would not be the bell if it did not have both non-being and casting together in the embodiment of a bell.

B Loa-tzu believed that to become a sage one must return to non-being, from whence all things came from. To do this, one must first take a step outside of one’s own subjectivity to realize there are other principles at work in the world. This would put a person among the world of being and recapture the self from the me. From here, the person must return themselves to non-being, or the greater Tao. Lao-tzu believes that with each person’s presence in being there is an essence that is a union of the finite and infinite. This essence can be called the I and is on the side of form, while our material or biological selves is the me. The me is on the side of matter and only exists in this world. A byproduct of its creaturely existence is that it cannot look back or comprehend the infinite. The I, on the other hand, can look into the infinite. Imagine the I tip-toeing on the small wall between non-being and being. It can turn its head towards the me or look back into the infinite. This is where the problem occurs. Given the me is the I’s way of being for a lifetime, the I will begin to identify with and collapse into the me. This stems from the I having preferences for the me’s career in the world. The I also understands that the me is a reflection of it as it undergoes change, so it has the tendency to say the me is the true self. This is a total collapse into the me. This fall of the I causes immense spiritual suffering, because the I gives the me imagined importance in the world, which puts the me at odds with anything that gets in the way of its wants. Lao-tzu saw this as the fall and contended that man’s I must return to its essential relationship with the me. This relationship is an objective observer with non-attached spiritual attention. The sages would be able to check their I’s so they don’t collapse in the existential. This way of living frees the I from the finite, which is the main goal of Lao-tzu’s teachings.

A cross has a vertical and a horizontal line intersecting. On this vertical axis is the I watching the me, which is walking along the horizontal part the of cross. This puts the I and me embodiment on the intersection of the cross. Soon the I wants the me to walk on the horizontal faster than the other me’s and it collapses into the me. Now, the only dimension to the embodiment is on the horizontal. Our original condition is to be on the intersection of the cross so the I and the me can be raised to heaven. Loa-tzu believes we must return to the cross by keeping the I out of the horizontal and by the I objectively willing the good of the me. This in turn will raise you to heaven or the greater Tao, which is non-being.

C Wei wu wei literally means action with no action. It is the way of life for people whom embody the greater Tao, without needing to embody anything. By letting Tao work in a person, wei wu wei happens without effort or any set goals. It is the essence of wei wu wei to be on the side of the offered destiny of a situation. Every moment requires an action, which can either be seethed in personal desire or be of spontaneity and singleness of attention. It may seem to the lay person that the Taoist is a pacifist even in the face of evil. The champion of wei wu wei sees the truth of the situation, while objectively discerning what moral action should be done. Therefore wei wu wei is to negate the refusal to attend to the need of the other or the situation. To do this, the Taoist first needs to accept the truth of the situation by looking at it with spiritual attention, which is in no way attached to the social or the self. After this, he or she will become alert to the situation and the consequences of acting. Without being alert to the situation, one may act rashly or with some sort of desire, which undermines the singleness. After the need is discerned, one will act according to the situation. The Taoist must act, because he or she knows that moments never come twice. With no goals in mind and the self pulsating with the greater Tao, the good of the situation will be met through wei wu wei.

An example of a man operating with wei wu wei is the parable of the Good Samaritan. A man on his way to Jericho was beaten near death and robbed. He lay in the street and a priest walked by him and instead of helping, he crossed to the other side. Then a Levite comes across the same beaten man and does the same as the priest. Finally, the Good Samaritan sees the man and bandages him up, then takes him to an inn, where he pays the innkeeper to bring him to good health. The Good Samaritan saw the man that people had avoided and accepted the truth of the situation, which was that without help, this man would die. After that, he becomes alert to the situation’s consequences, which without action would most defiantly scar his soul with bad karma. Lastly, he acted according to the need of the situation and the latent good was brought out of the situation. Jesus tells this parable to illustrate when to act as a neighbor should. Jesus was illustrating that one has to work on kairos time, which is how one must embody wei wu wei, to see past the chronologically mundane and see what needs to be done at that moment.

Critique on A

Chuang-tzu’s critique on Confucian ideals of virtue leaves out the fact that the heart of Confucianism is sincerity. In the Five Relations, one must sincerely be a father to a son, and husband to a wife, or a ruler to a subject. Before any liturgy or laws are followed, a person must already have the good working through them with sincerity. Confucians thought the laws would help people become sincere. Chuang-tzu’s critique of the Confucians isn’t fair because it ignores that Confucius saw good coming from sincerity, which was helped along by different Tao’s depending on one’s lot in life. Just because Confucius didn’t give sincerity some abstract and metaphysical source like non-being, doesn’t mean it does not come from the same place. The so-called hero of virtue could very well be operating on the greater Tao, because they are sincere in their dealings, which would transcend any ideals of the good, because sincerity creates these ideals.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Risk of Destiny



And God said,” Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.” – Genesis 1:26


With God’s breath, life was given to man. The Divine dreamed that man would find the Kingdom within his own heart. All of us were given unique fates at birth. Our fates are unchangeable factors of life, such as socioeconomic status, family, and nationality. With each fate, there is a destiny. Destiny is a call to reach beyond fate for a greater quality of living. This will raise a person above the mundane, fated life and into the spiritual, destined life. Each individual must accept or reject the destiny God offers. When seeking destiny, humans will know when it is discovered because their hearts will be opened to the essence of their life’s purpose. By recognizing our nature and essence, we become in the likeness of God. These are “God’s dreams for us,” as Robert Lawton states.


As a consequence of God’s dreams, we find man’s insecurity in the form of questions. Am I doing the right thing? Am I taking the right path? Do I even have a path? I have felt these insecurities before. To understand and overcome them, I began seeking my original purpose, which I believe is to tell stories. In my life, the greatest risk is not understanding God’s dreams for me. By cultivating myself with formal education, I will be better equipped to confront life’s spiritual and moral challenges. With this ability, I will not only be born in the image of God, but I will be more in his likeness.


This is our original nature, but we frequently find ourselves astray and must realign with our true purpose. This journey to be ourselves is the riskiest, as Lawton purposes. Lawton points to how easily people lose their nature in the face of worldly stresses. Adam’s fall in Genesis is an ideal example of the risk involved. After he ate the Forbidden Fruit, God’s first question was “Where are you?” God placed Adam in Eden with an original nature and a destiny to stay in the likeness of God. When he ate the fruit, he fell from his nature, thus falling away from God. God poses this question as an exclamation of betrayal, rather than a query of his physical location or an inquisition of his psyche. This is the root of our insecurity: falling away from our nature and God’s dreams for us.


On our journey, there are many attractions that lead us in circles. Social exploits and economic comfort can make us turn from the spiritual path we are set on. In today’s climate, we seek a socially acceptable path to “getting a good job,” and if we are lucky, early retirement. Trading one’s nature to please the masses is the bane of morality and God’s dreams for us. A poet, for instance, is born to a business-owning father. The child loves words and wants to weave them into beautiful songs. One day, the child tells his father that he wants to be a writer. His father, being a man of business, will steer the child away from this foolish, unprofitable profession. The father chisels away at the child’s nature until he has become the same statue of a man. By defying his nature, the child becomes an adult who wanders in spiritual darkness. He transmutes the Kingdom is in heart to stone.


In my journey, there are innumerable risks that lie ahead. For many college students, they expect the greatest dangers to be found in the questionable behavior of their peers, as well as themselves. The use of destructive intoxicants and predominance of sexually-driven relationships mark the stereotypes of the college youth. These things hold little sway over me. The risk I am concerned the most about is the one people don’t usually see. I fear the choice to settle for economic gain rather than treading the path of being one’s self. Today success is marked by a person’s ability to gather money and resources. Albeit most become financially successful through hard work and personal sacrifices, their hard work becomes negligible in comparison to their wealth. I can already feel the pressures from friends and family, encouraging me to obtain a degree that quickly unfolds into a profitable career. My risk comes from the temptation to be “successful” in the eyes of the masses.


I want to tell stories. More specifically, I want to tell stories through film. Trite phrases and clichés aside, this gives me a true sense of happiness. Not the emotional happiness derived from the taste of something sweet or the soft feeling a woman’s touch. It is something deeper in my soul that beckons to me, “Nick, tell them a story.” I am at risk of losing this voice, not because it will leave me, but because I won’t listen. I could settle for becoming a career, or I could stride through the path that was set in front of me and become myself.



Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Such is Water

Three great waterfalls
Always in turmoil and rapids
Yet, always water
Science surges in one stream
Spirit drifts in another
Humanity flows between them
Humanity feels the urge to flow to one or the other


Patience reveals
Three waterfalls pour into one tranquil lake
Such is water, such is life

Riches of Rags

Draped in riches
Covered in gold
The Holy Men, they will pretend to be
Of spirit and love
Spectacle is all you will see

The true love comes from men in rags
Happiness is being free of greed
See the riches of rags
Look to the past, look to the meaning
Of what the poor men spoke
For it changed kingdoms once before
May it do so again.

Death

Something as beautiful as birth
Is mirrored by death
The death of a flesh vessel
Fashions a stench and turns the eyes away
Man can’t see past the vase and the flower
To see the void which holds the water, the true beauty
The life giver

One must love the death
As they love the birth
Do not mourn the flesh
Rejoice for the soul
For the creation was a gift to the world
And the ascension is a gift to the universe.

 

 

*wrote this one for my family-in-law's dog after it died. Bye Rush.

Sunshine

One act of love
Planted the seed of the galaxies
Let there be
And there was
Soon humanity was born
All with a piece of infinite love
Imbued in their essence

Open your gift and love
Let the sun of your soul shine on the hearts of others
When the sun sets
Darkness will come
Keep the fire burning
Because the world is still turning
Only by the grace of His devotion
Keep the world spiraling and the sun shining
By Loving

The Philosopher’s Insomnia

In the bedroom there is an awkwardness
it resembles a joke at a funeral.
Funny it may be,
but oh-so inappropriate.

The celluloid love stories only show a place of sanguinity
Lovers bask in blue moon light giggling as if the walls themselves were comedians
Or they have the sweetest, most choreographed, faux sex the world has seen.
Never silence, never that awkward feeling

Never that tidal wave of nausea which locks you down
Never does the bed seem to sprout hands that pinch your legs.
Rarely does the ceiling turn into a maniacal serial killer waiting to cut your heart out.

Soon the existential tragedy sets in and you lack a view of reality.
I wish for metaphysics.
Because I want to believe in Love.
All I get is blank sheets of ice
as Sartre crucifies Plato
and Nietzsche’s mustache replaces God.

In the void of human silence I bask
It makes a hot summer’s night
fill with a chill that aches the bones.
Breath starts to fog
As my heart freezes over

Is this the ice age of Love?
It’s time to build a fire.